tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-99843402011-07-07T19:10:03.103-07:00===Bitz & PiEcEs oF TrUth===candizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15598527229340543860noreply@blogger.comBlogger201100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9984340.post-41270452089115409882009-09-16T21:53:00.000-07:002009-09-16T22:02:16.211-07:00已经好久没有写blog了..<br />脑袋一片空白。。好多事。。不知道从哪里开始。。<br /><br />就是不开心。。 =(<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9984340-4127045208911540988?l=imcand.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>candizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15598527229340543860noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9984340.post-22916921405672204012009-05-27T20:06:00.000-07:002009-05-27T20:07:55.714-07:00Its been a long time since I last blog…<br /><br />So much thoughts were on my mind… don’t know where should I start from…<br /><br />Till yesterday.. I came to realize one of my weakness… which is my indecisiveness.. a lot of choices made upon my indecisiveness… I do not know how to explain them at all.. I do really wanted to get rid of this weakness of mine and I know it is often easier to say then to do it… Once decided on something… just do it with no regrets…<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9984340-2291692140567220401?l=imcand.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>candizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15598527229340543860noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9984340.post-17581447113454813602009-05-13T23:41:00.000-07:002009-05-13T23:42:14.522-07:00心好痛。。<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9984340-1758144711345481360?l=imcand.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>candizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15598527229340543860noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9984340.post-62599128907734289822009-05-13T23:37:00.000-07:002009-05-13T23:40:45.254-07:00<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_0cQOU_mG5Kw/Sgu8b_Fy2YI/AAAAAAAAAAM/0GE_KMgcvfg/s1600-h/r1.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5335565372528712066" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 145px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 104px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_0cQOU_mG5Kw/Sgu8b_Fy2YI/AAAAAAAAAAM/0GE_KMgcvfg/s320/r1.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div>雨过真的会有彩虹吗？<br /></div><div> </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9984340-6259912890773428982?l=imcand.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>candizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15598527229340543860noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9984340.post-22536737072375133892009-01-19T21:00:00.000-08:002009-01-19T21:04:38.314-08:00Having fever feel sucky... for the 4th day..... awww<br /><br />heavy head... high temperature.. eyes pain... gastrics... what else has yet to come?<br /><br />Dint really have the time to blog these days... class test.. assignment... coming exams.. tight schedule.. so many stuffs.. but so little time...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9984340-2253673707237513389?l=imcand.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>candizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15598527229340543860noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9984340.post-27456339944834938562009-01-03T21:57:00.000-08:002009-01-03T21:58:27.967-08:00once is enough...<br />i dont need you to shout at me.......<br /><br />enought is enough.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9984340-2745633994483493856?l=imcand.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>candizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15598527229340543860noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9984340.post-16578066649743983022009-01-03T19:41:00.000-08:002009-01-03T19:49:31.661-08:00So much things have happen in 2008 and i tot moving towards the start of 2009, it will be a better year... however, its a bad start for me. too much things for me to take in... too much things to absorb now... thinking whether this relationship is still worth to continue... to love is to accept...even though i have accept the way he is.. why cant i feel his love anymore..? from the day he left me in the train station... from the things he said to me... from the attitude he gave... i guess the answer is all given out.. its me who is naive to think that he will still love me as before.. no matter how bad or good he treat me in the past few months... i just hope that things will get better now... and it isnt... perhaps he is just finding way to ditch me.. perhaps he just want me to give up this relationship on my own.. but what will he get in return? will he be able to find someone who loves him so so much just like his ex or even me? i don't know.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9984340-1657806664974398302?l=imcand.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>candizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15598527229340543860noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9984340.post-1206571997720499572009-01-01T20:25:00.000-08:002009-02-01T17:02:52.209-08:00A Truth that i never wanto know....<br />after 16months... the one i love is not the real him....someone who has been putting up a mask all along....<br />i wanted to tell him so much that i really love him...<br />i do not know how long more i can endure....<br />i am even wondering if he have ever love me or just my body.. a body to satisfy all his needs...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9984340-120657199772049957?l=imcand.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>candizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15598527229340543860noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9984340.post-67036524890571557582008-12-31T21:44:00.001-08:002008-12-31T21:49:40.056-08:00what's wrong with changing the status of facebook status? what's wrong with turning on and off about a relationship?<br />u all are just an outsider and do not know everything about us. If u two are his friends... den stop making those sarcastic comments on his facebook status. what is the big freaking deal to write those comments on facebook? (i am not refering to my friends.. but to his so called good friend)<br /><br />who are u two to judge our relationship? i seriously think that nobody is to judge what our relationship is now..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9984340-6703652489057155758?l=imcand.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>candizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15598527229340543860noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9984340.post-32143655758082368982008-12-18T02:35:00.000-08:002008-12-18T02:41:34.953-08:00today is the third day of having chest pain again.. there is no medication for these pains.. only need plenty of rest... so... i need to rest rest and rest...<br /><br />Tummy cramps, Chest pain... what else to come next?<br />aww....<br /><br />today gonna skip lesson again... thank goodness that i have Jojo to mark attendance for me again... gonna call her later to check where the lecturer stops...<br /><br />i cant slack anymore.. but who dont feel it this way.. especially its the holiday seasons mood now...<br />i'm so look forward to the party @ swissotel hotel this coming Sat with my Inc.Mall friends...<br /><br />Well... i would like to thank them for being there for me when i reach the lowest point of my life... really glad that i have them with me.... 真的好爱你们..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9984340-3214365575808236898?l=imcand.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>candizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15598527229340543860noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9984340.post-30601789088415873082008-12-10T23:07:00.000-08:002008-12-10T23:17:41.300-08:00I'm actually working right now...<br /><br />feeling down down down..<br />why do i feel nobody understand how i feel?<br />why do i feel that whatever things i done is always wrong?<br />why must i be the one who hold onto something when the other party show signs of ignorance?<br /><br />a friend told me... there's no need to care about what others say about you and just live for yourself... but.....can i really live for myself?<br /><br />so many things had happen these past few weeks.. i just want to rest my mind for the time being...<br /><br />can i really move on?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9984340-3060178908841587308?l=imcand.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>candizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15598527229340543860noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9984340.post-5288258100066113452008-12-08T05:30:00.000-08:002008-12-08T06:06:27.968-08:00its has been a long long time since i last blog. Even my first post was in year 2005...<br /><br />So many things happen all these while.. be it good or bad.. i know i have learnt something from it...<br /><br />was kinda sad for the past few days and not to mention sleepless nights too. Thank goodness that i have this long weekend to adjust my feelings, my thoughts before i start off to this brand new week. Will be on leave on Wed to go for my heart appointment. Having lesson in the evening. Take a look at my timetable and notice that i will have 2 continuous days of lesson... Wed and Thurs for this week.<br /><br /><br />Fri will be celebrating my bday with my friends from Inc.Mall and definitely looking forward to the celebration.<br /><br />i just hope that this week will be a good one for me.. for everyone....<br /><br />Quote of the day : When one door of happiness closes, another opens, but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one that has been opened for us. (by Helen Keller)<br /><br /><br />Fate comes every once in a life time, but how many would notice it n treasure with e bottom of our hearts?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9984340-528825810006611345?l=imcand.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>candizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15598527229340543860noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9984340.post-8450860962859350142008-02-13T00:42:00.000-08:002008-02-13T00:47:37.206-08:00Work is as per normal today. A lot of things are in my mind now.. Thinking of what to write inside here. R/S has been good these whole week. Realised that i love him alot. Over the weekend, i manage to saw his blog. Blog describing how he feel during the past one month. Wrote him a long comment on how i feel too. I just hope everything will be fine ... no more quarrels.. no more worries for him. Happy to have him with me too. Today gonna meet up Songying, Sijia, Chinhuat and Cihui for dinner at plaza sing. After so many years, we finally get to meet up. look forward to the dinner and after that, i'm going to meet him again... ^.^<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9984340-845086096285935014?l=imcand.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>candizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15598527229340543860noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9984340.post-61887401205593261252007-07-24T22:41:00.000-07:002007-07-24T22:45:30.934-07:00Today is a day which all my colleagues and myself look forward to.. its our pay day.... *yeah*<br /><br />Just read through my past posting for this blog... Just like what my shushu say.. those were the days... School days were the most enjoyable times although there is plenty of projects and exams.. but tough days were over.. and i am in the working society for almost 2 years too...<br /><br />anyway... guess i will stop writing now.. just wanto fill my blog with more posting...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9984340-6188740120559326125?l=imcand.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>candizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15598527229340543860noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9984340.post-78352877427357932642007-07-24T00:49:00.000-07:002007-07-24T00:50:35.567-07:00<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9984340-7835287742735793264?l=imcand.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>candizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15598527229340543860noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9984340.post-1105676386911869592005-01-13T20:16:00.001-08:002005-01-13T20:19:46.956-08:00so bad mood now...just bad mood... but feel better after a cry.... <br /> <br />so upset..he says we are not putting in effort in designing those works.he says he can kick us out of the group when he dun even have the right... i shall not disclose his name out.. he is my supervisor... and u know what.... he wants us to redo everything by next tues... but tues we wil be having our term test..so unreasonable.... fark...cannot blame me... i just feeling angry now..... <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9984340-110567638691186959?l=imcand.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>candizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15598527229340543860noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9984340.post-1105620894024764622005-01-13T04:47:00.000-08:002005-01-13T04:54:54.023-08:00finally my blog looks better than the previous day... <br />Well.... today quite boring lor... just went to school this morning... for only one hour -_- but nvm la... today Sankara gave us term test tips...so bo bian lor... <br /> <br />After that... i went to my grandma house again..this time... Ate my burger which i bought earlier on at tampines small mac... yummie... <br /> <br />later on... i went orchard with Siwei... watch the movie.. "Seed of Chucky" it was a good show... funny too.... <br /> <br />And now.. i just had my dinner which my mum bought for me... Bee hoon... <br /> <br />Guess i writing rubbish again... <br /> <br />but who cares..... <br /> <br />Today's mood..... so so la... <br /> <br />*sign off* <br /> <br /> <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9984340-110562089402476462?l=imcand.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>candizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15598527229340543860noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9984340.post-1105540954892546472005-01-12T06:29:00.000-08:002005-01-12T06:42:34.893-08:00I m here again... kinda addicted to this blogspot even though i used to think that its a lame thing to do... but now i find it more interesting to update whatever that happens today... anyway.. i doubt anyone would read what i have read here.. <br /> <br />As usual..today i went to sch at 11am... suppose to meet my group mates to discuss the presentation powerpoint.... today i had my IN3D practical test..we are suppsoe to create a tank model... well... after doing the tank.. i find that its actually not difficuit at all... <br /> <br />After the test.. me follow Eric and Webster to the biz canteen... had our meal den head off from school... just before going off.. webster walk with us to the carpark just to see what car model is eric driving.... quite funny lor... <br /> <br />i went to my grandma house after that... well the baby was forever so cute and chubby... i carried her to the mama shop below.. guess what.. pple tot Shermaine was my baby.... <br /> <br />Well, i treat her just like my baby.. i always wanted to have baby of my own...*too early liao hor* <br />haahaa... Again i had my dinner at my grandma house...and palyed with Shermaine awhile b4 heading off home.... <br /> <br />Now... i listening tothis song by nsync-"Drive my self crazy".. its a nice song... gosh.. dunno y this few day i become so emotional... <br /> <br />This whole week had been a busy week for me..same as last week.. but today.. i suddenly realised everything had complete... dunno y i feel so awkward... nothing to do... shoud be relaxing now but...just no mood.. <br /> <br />Suppose to meet up janson for mamboo night...but he last min cancell it... so disappointed but nvm la..he msg me say he stomach pain..wad to do... so now... jsut write this blog lor.... <br /> <br />Wonder who would see all this rubbish that i write? <br /> <br />*sign off* <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9984340-110554095489254647?l=imcand.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>candizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15598527229340543860noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9984340.post-1105368255320038752005-01-10T06:38:00.000-08:002005-01-10T06:44:15.330-08:00oh my..today a tiring day for me....supposed to call webster aka Guorong in the morning.. but in the end..he calls to wake me up.. hahaa.. mayb the day b4 i slept too late liao... as usual... i dun feel like gonig to school..but no choice... anyway i m real tired now... "hei yuan quan" getting darker liao... it seems like i always get so tired easily... anyway..today went K-pool with webster and two of his frenz... really enjoy alot cuz i realised i dint go out last week at all... his frenz were so funny... hmm.. i feel so wierd writing what happens today in this blog... mayb not used to it ba... will write longer next time.... <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9984340-110536825532003875?l=imcand.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>candizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15598527229340543860noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9984340.post-1105000324284430902005-01-06T01:30:00.000-08:002005-01-06T00:32:04.283-08:00This is my first online blog... <br /> <br />Webby introduce this to me de.... i look like a mountain tortise..... dunno this and that...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9984340-110500032428443090?l=imcand.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>candizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15598527229340543860noreply@blogger.com0